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    Free Unlimited eBook that couldn t be crossed Looks that shouldn t be exchanged Lips that shouldn t be kissed We weren t supposed to love each other Not in that way Because, you see, Aston was also my adopted brother Aston Elise was off limits, a temptation that cursed my existence with this visceral hunger to have her, possess her, and taste her like she was made for me I was tormented and on the brink of falling If I stepped over that boundary, if I gave into my want, I wasn t sure I could survive the disappointment of my adopted parents We would all be affected Our lives wouldn t be the way it was That change was irreversible, and the damage would be permanent It was a scary thought, destroying a foundation and rebuilding it without knowing what it might end up looking like But my want for her it sat in the core of me, growing and growing And want is a dangerous fucking thing It clouds your judgment, it makes you weak, and I knew I knew without a doubt, it was only a matter of time before I cracked Obsession was devotion Obsession was mania and need It was a compulsive urge to self gratify by wanting, and wanting, and wanting til it hurt, til you could feel it there in your bones, gnawing its way deeper within you Obsession was my craze for Elise She was my impulse My pulse itself It wasn t healthy I knew that I didn t fucking care either."/>
  • Kindle Edition
  • 264 pages
  • Obsessed
  • R.J. Lewis
  • English
  • 17 June 2019

10 thoughts on “Obsessed

  1. Maya Maya says:

    3,5 STARSthere was something about this boy Something about his despair I wasn t used to seeing in other kids He was utterly tragic. Wow What this amazing author accomplished with Obsessed just blew me away This book is so heartbreaking and beautiful at the same time What those two young, crazy in love teenagers went through made me feel so much From peaked interest to utter devastation, only to then finally end with mending my broken heart She was always so close yet so far away.M 3,5 STARSthere was something about this boy Something about his despair I wasn t used to seeing in other kids He was utterly tragic. Wow What this amazing author accomplished with Obsessed just blew me away This book is so heartbreaking and beautiful at the same time What those two young, crazy in love teenagers went through made me feel so much From peaked interest to utter devastation, only to then finally end with mending my broken heart She was always so close yet so far away.My heart needed her, but my genius needed stimulation. Aston is such an unique character and while I loved being in his head, I often wondered how it trully must be for the ones on the outside that have to live with his genius mind And it s not easy, not by a long shot I, myself, can t imagine being in the position that his adopted parents and Elise were put into On one side you want only the best for him and want to help him achieve his potential but on the other side you want to be selfish and keep him to yourself because you love him that much Obsession was devotion Obsession was mania and need It was a compulsive urge to self gratify by wanting, and wanting, and wanting til it hurt, til you could feel it there in your bones, gnawing its way deeper within you. Seeing how Elise and Aston s relationship developed over time made me believe in their feelings for each other 100% From the moment they met their relationship was anything but ordinary It was explosive and forbidden Both tried to do the right thing but in the end that proved to be two different things and thus that their heartbreak was unavoidable Life has a funny way of changing in the blink of an eye It s so unsteady One minute love is the answer to everything, and the next you re hopelessly trying to use it to fix the unfixable.I felt like I was holding on to something that was already slipping away from my graspI wished Elise and Aston they didn t had to go through such tragedy but in the end it made their bond stronger and that strenght is exactly what they ll need to survive what the world will throw at them in the future.Obsessed is a wonderful story that moved me And perhaps it will move you, too


  2. Jacqueline& Jacqueline& says:

    5 I m Obsessed StarsI picked up this book because it s by RJ Lewis and I loved the cover I had no idea what it was about and I was instantly hooked with the first page I understand the mix reviews though The first half of the book is cute I gobbled up the pages and I was really happy reading Aston and Elise s story Aston came to Elise s home when he was 10 and she was 9 He was in the foster care system and had been abused Elise s dad saved Aston and they have been best friend since.Best f 5 I m Obsessed StarsI picked up this book because it s by RJ Lewis and I loved the cover I had no idea what it was about and I was instantly hooked with the first page I understand the mix reviews though The first half of the book is cute I gobbled up the pages and I was really happy reading Aston and Elise s story Aston came to Elise s home when he was 10 and she was 9 He was in the foster care system and had been abused Elise s dad saved Aston and they have been best friend since.Best friends I remind you, not brother and sister.I thought Elise would be upset with Aston and there would be tons of angst, but there wasn t The best friend relationship was REALLY CUTE As Aston and Elise grow up together there s this crazy chemistry between them, but of course they don t do anything about Brothers and sisters do not do anything like that.I loved the taboo aspect of the read Even though they aren t blood related, it was really addictive and I love all the tension I loved how Aston was Elise s protector and I loved that Aston wasn t the typical Hero He was strong, smart and did anything for Elise I also loved that in a way Elise and Aston saved themselves for each other They didn t date or hook up with other people because what would be the point The book shifts towards the second half and that s when it gets slightly angsty It s not usually my cuppa, but the change of direction was nice There s a huge struggle between Aston and Elise This might be where all the mixed reviews come from A lot of stuff happens and the story could go a million different ways To be honest, I wanted the author to break the book apart and split it in two books I wantedAston and Elise The ending is a bit rushed and I was slightly disappointed with that, but the first half of the book was so good, I still finished the book with warm feelings Read on Kindle Unlimited


  3. Michelle Michelle says:

    Love RJ Lewis but this was a big DNF for me I m just not feeling this one I ve tried to continue a few times but it s a wrap At 52% when Aston is telling his dad that him and his daughter Elise are in a relationship the dad has the most bizzare responses that I ve ever read Have you touched her I kept my eyes on him as my insides raged with guilt Yeah, I admitted I have In the house I wanted to bite my tongue off Yeah Have you both taken it slow We tried Tried but fai Love RJ Lewis but this was a big DNF for me I m just not feeling this one I ve tried to continue a few times but it s a wrap At 52% when Aston is telling his dad that him and his daughter Elise are in a relationship the dad has the most bizzare responses that I ve ever read Have you touched her I kept my eyes on him as my insides raged with guilt Yeah, I admitted I have In the house I wanted to bite my tongue off Yeah Have you both taken it slow We tried Tried but failed, and he knew it He forced a nod, but his horror was apparent More silent minutes passed, and while it was uncomfortable as fuck, I kept my eyes levelled to his, never breaking away.After a century of this torture, he leaned over the table and said, How is this going to work, Aston This is a new relationship What s going to happen next She s staying here, and you re leaving Did you think about that Of course What are you going to do There are a lot of problems already What parent would be ok with their adopted son screwing their real daughter in the house when they are still in high school Not this parent lol After I decided to not finish this I read a few spoilers and am pretty sure I made the right decision to bail Can t wait forRJ Lewis books because I usually love them I m really sad that I didn t love this one Hope it works better for others if you try it out


  4. Deserie williams Deserie williams says:

    Contains Spoilers 3.5 stars hmm well I didn t love this but i liked it i absolutely love the hero he really is why I kept reading he was perfect in my eyes Poor damaged hero love him now the herione she annoyed me quite a bit yes she is only 17 but come on how many times are you going to put yourself in stupid situations I know she s young and very immature but I wanted a littlefrom her She did love the hero very much and was always good to him But the immaturity got to be too Contains Spoilers 3.5 stars hmm well I didn t love this but i liked it i absolutely love the hero he really is why I kept reading he was perfect in my eyes Poor damaged hero love him now the herione she annoyed me quite a bit yes she is only 17 but come on how many times are you going to put yourself in stupid situations I know she s young and very immature but I wanted a littlefrom her She did love the hero very much and was always good to him But the immaturity got to be too much at times like the flirting although I can t totally blame her for trying to move on drinking, the pushing Hero was adopted by her parents at age 10 So they are dealing with being sister and brother adopted They have never felt like siblings since the day he came to their house they have loved each other This didn t bother me Now at times both of them calling their parents mom and dad got a little awkward but I just thought of it as if they were married The dad was awesome I loved him Epilogue wasn t good enough I wanted to see them grow her grow her become a mature adult but it did leave me happy that she they were heading in the right direction Curious about the Dr Safety They are each other s first everything She flirts with a guy or two and one asks her out on a date she agrees but it never happens Hero wouldn t allow it And only because she is trying to move on she accepted it She meets this dr who she thinks is hot and he tells her she is beautiful and pretty It is not meant in a sexual way but at this point everyone left her, she is dealing with a tragic loss and she is depressed so she says it felt good for someone to tell her that She is also attacked twice by the same guy first time his hands were all other her and he tried to kiss her she kneed him in the balls second time she was really drunk at a party and the same guy pinned her on the floor and took off her pants and started to touch her but hero saves Hero at one point thinks this girl is hot his friend tells him she wants to talk to him he is admittedly intrigued so he goes with his friend and walk other to her he says it wasn t often he found a girl as uniquely attractive as the herione his friend introduces them they talk for a bit he says in his head for a few brief moments , he wondered what it would be like touching her,running his hand through her dark thick hair, squeezing her hips as he lifted her tiny body against his it was an exciting thought he says it made his blood run faster as he thought of how easy it would be to finally feel how warm thw body of a woman was but then again he says I rather fuck my math textbook lol he getconnection out of it than a throwaway fuck, and besides.the only girl that ran through his head when he had sexual fantasies was blonde hair blue eyes herione he also says if it were up to him he wanted to imagine himself with other girls and move on from his obession but it wasn t happening so he tells the girl because she ask him to help her work out he can t he has to pick up the herione his friend got mad offered to pick her up but he says no I honestly didn t get too mad at this Both of them were really trying to fight against what they felt for each other because they felt it was wrong.More so the hero did herione waswilling to take a chance at first Hero and heroine are separated for a little over 6 months after the tragic incident hero can t deal and blames himself and leaves her she begs him not to but he does I forgave him he came back and fought for her not that it took much they do get a HFN in my eyes but they are only 18 and 19 so that s as it should be


  5. Tink Magoo is bad at reviews Tink Magoo is bad at reviews says:

    Safety Gang view spoiler This is completely safe, they are each others first everything and the H doesn t ever touch another woman, barely even looks at them hide spoiler What can I say that will do this book justice One sweet innocent Daddy s girl who has no idea that monsters are real and live just around the corner, until a broken closed off little boy enters her life and changes everything.Their story is intense, beautiful and full of a longing that had my chest aching for them.The s Safety Gang view spoiler This is completely safe, they are each others first everything and the H doesn t ever touch another woman, barely even looks at them hide spoiler What can I say that will do this book justice One sweet innocent Daddy s girl who has no idea that monsters are real and live just around the corner, until a broken closed off little boy enters her life and changes everything.Their story is intense, beautiful and full of a longing that had my chest aching for them.The self control they both display for so long Elise thinking her love is one sided and Aston trying to keep hold of a family he never thought he would have thinking that what they were each feeling was wrong But was it really I didn t feel it was wrong, it wasn t just about some naughty sex because it was forbidden, this was so muchThat was the curse of addiction it had your focus narrowed on one particular thing, and nothing else came close to it Without Elise s family Aston would still be a broken scared boy in some neglected house probably following in his father s footsteps More than anything Elise helped him accept who he was, because she didn t care that others thought he was odd, he was beautiful and different in the best ways and Aston taught Elise not just to follow the crowd, to be herself.But don t go thinking that this is just some sweet forbidden love story, it s intense, heartbreaking and sad at times and there is some major sexual tension going on When they do finally come together quite literally HA it was smoking hot I knew he would be a sexual beast I don t know how anyone could read this book and not fall in love with Aston, Arr that man swoons This is the first book by R.J Lewis that I ve read though I ve had 4 on my to read list for ages and now I m not sure I can pick another one up without comparing it to this and finding it lacking because really, there isn t anything about this book that I can complain about


  6. Tracey (Life and Literature) Tracey (Life and Literature) says:

    When I read the synopsis for this one I may have squeed just a little with excitement Forbidden romance is so my thing But while it started out really great and promising it didn t stay that way for very long I found Elise to be childish and make the most odd choices And while I loved Aston in the beginning I wasn t a huge fan by the end And the Dad s response to his two kids being in a relationship was just downright bizarre Such a shame


  7. A_Ryan A_Ryan says:

    5 Forbidden Love StarsSomething about this book, something about these characters, just connected with me and I couldn t stop reading.I know this book has had some mixed reviews, and some of my dearest GR friends really slammed this book too, so going in I really didnt have high expectations But I totally fell in love with the longing and the fear that weaved through every page I really don t think I could write a review to do this book justice I could picture each scene so clearly and unders 5 Forbidden Love StarsSomething about this book, something about these characters, just connected with me and I couldn t stop reading.I know this book has had some mixed reviews, and some of my dearest GR friends really slammed this book too, so going in I really didnt have high expectations But I totally fell in love with the longing and the fear that weaved through every page I really don t think I could write a review to do this book justice I could picture each scene so clearly and understand each character so thoroughly the good ones and the bad I loved Aston s mind and determination at self control and the way he protected Elise with the wrath of a thunderous god And I loved that Elise was allowed to be naive and cheerful and foolish, the way 17 year old girls, spoilt by their over protective fathers and brothers, usually are in real life The way her character developed throughout the book was all theheartbreaking because of her radiant innocence at the beginning.I know some people have issues with the father in this book, but I really understood where he was coming from view spoiler He understood his own powerlessness in the face of what had essentially already happened And his total love and respect for this boy he d raised wow I honestly thought that the way he spoke to him at the restaurant, as a man and not a boy, was so indicative of their bond These two brilliant men wise beyond their years, masters of self control, with an unwavering understanding of each other If anything I hadissues with the mother She was really such a tragic figure in the end broken and gutted but as a mother myself, I felt it hard to relate to her hide spoiler And even though it seemed somewhat rushed towards the end, view spoiler personally I think Elise forgave Aston way too quickly but then again, who am I to judge the capacity to love unflinchingly, especially when obsession and desire are cradled in depression and trauma hide spoiler I still think this is the best forbidden love romance I ve read all year Loved it


  8. London London says:

    This was just awful The hero pushed the heroine away from start to finish and barely even had to grovel for forgiveness after he abandoned her when she really needed him.She was so pathetic constantly running after him and begging him to be with her.


  9. Fre06 Begum Fre06 Begum says:

    They were each other s firsts and only, I loved that


  10. Julie Julie says:

    5 Stars babyR J Lewis how wonderful you are I had a feeling I d love this as I do many of her stories This was intense Aston is so different than most guys and his intelligence was amazing which unfortunately he acquired under the worst circumstances He was brought home one day by a police officer Elise s father and eventually became their adoptive son Elise was jealous at first but then learning of his childhood only of 10yrs she softened and became protective of him The closen 5 Stars babyR J Lewis how wonderful you are I had a feeling I d love this as I do many of her stories This was intense Aston is so different than most guys and his intelligence was amazing which unfortunately he acquired under the worst circumstances He was brought home one day by a police officer Elise s father and eventually became their adoptive son Elise was jealous at first but then learning of his childhood only of 10yrs she softened and became protective of him The closeness that grew, it was amazing and I loved little Aston from the start He was viewed as weird at school, he never spoke, emotionless face, and after he learned to read his face was always in a book It soon became Elise and Aston, nothing and no one else mattered image error image error The description of Aston was blonde shoulder length hair wore it in a man bun That is definitely a first for me as young as he was His character was, ahhh, amazing Elise was just as wonderful but not as great as he Gosh I adore him My inner cougar was out and I couldn t help myself This is one in a long time that I could not put down


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Obsessed❮Reading❯ ➻ Obsessed ➳ Author R.J. Lewis – Thomashillier.co.uk Elise I m obsessed with Aston He became my addiction the moment I met him at years old He was my best friend from childhood He protected me and guided me I loved him fiercely long before I really und Elise I m Obsessed with Aston He became my addiction the moment I met him atyears old He was my best friend from childhood He protected me and guided me I loved him fiercely long before I really understood what love was We were inseparable He knew how I felt, and sometimes he would stare at me in ways that made me breathless But there were boundaries Lines that couldn t be crossed Looks that shouldn t be exchanged Lips that shouldn t be kissed We weren t supposed to love each other Not in that way Because, you see, Aston was also my adopted brother Aston Elise was off limits, a temptation that cursed my existence with this visceral hunger to have her, possess her, and taste her like she was made for me I was tormented and on the brink of falling If I stepped over that boundary, if I gave into my want, I wasn t sure I could survive the disappointment of my adopted parents We would all be affected Our lives wouldn t be the way it was That change was irreversible, and the damage would be permanent It was a scary thought, destroying a foundation and rebuilding it without knowing what it might end up looking like But my want for her it sat in the core of me, growing and growing And want is a dangerous fucking thing It clouds your judgment, it makes you weak, and I knew I knew without a doubt, it was only a matter of time before I cracked Obsession was devotion Obsession was mania and need It was a compulsive urge to self gratify by wanting, and wanting, and wanting til it hurt, til you could feel it there in your bones, gnawing its way deeper within you Obsession was my craze for Elise She was my impulse My pulse itself It wasn t healthy I knew that I didn t fucking care either.


About the Author: R.J. Lewis

New York Times, USA Today and international bestseller, RJ Lewis, is the number one bestselling author of the Ignite series, the Loving Lawson series, the Borden series, and numerous other titles At the age of , Lewis nervously fulfilled her year s resolution a week before the year was out and published her first title Ignite and has never stopped writing sinceShe has been writing all her life and looks forward to sharing her stories with readers who are interested in character growth and romance of the unconventional kind For news on upcoming books, you can follow her on Join her FB group her at rjlewis outlookFollow her on Instagram authorrjlewisNothing makes her happier than hearing back from readers.